"It is only in the heart
that anything really happens."
~ Ellen Glasgow
It's midnight, and I stand shivering all alone in the crisp September night air as I watch your red taillights travel down the long gravel driveway, growing smaller and smaller, finally disappearing around the corner -- and, in that instant, you're gone. The tears are streaming down my face, and I just keep standing here as if, by wishing hard enough, you'll turn around and come back again. But, deep down inside, I know you won't. How will I face tomorrow when everything goes back to the way it was before? How do I hold on to some shred of evidence that you were even here at all? I can still smell you on my skin. I can still feel you lips on mine. I can still hear your voice in my ears. But you're already heading south, with an all night drive ahead of you so you can reach your own "life" again by morning's light. And, tomorrow, my "life" goes back to "without-you" again.
Possession, Bad English
Oh yeah
I can't find myself, When you go away
Makes me wonder where you are
Is there someone else, I just need to know
This charade has gone too far
For the first time in my life,
Feel I'm losing control
I can't keep pretending,
It's my soul that you own
I need you
My heart's in your world tonight (possession)
And you hold the key to my life (possession)
I've got to be with you,
I wanna dream with you
You're my obsession,
I want possession of you
I can't play this game, Am I in too deep
Cause my world, Is where you are
You're always on my mind,
The little things you say
I can feel you everywhere
The trace of your lipstick,
I can taste your perfume
The note that you left me,
Leaves a space in this room
I need you
My heart's in your world tonight (possession)
And you hold the key to my life (possession)
I've got to be with you,
I wanna dream with you
You're my obsession,
I want possession of you
Oh yeah
I can't live without you,
Can't you see that your mine
I need you
Your heart's in my world (possession)
In your world, In your world
Your heart's in my world tonight (possession)
And you hold the key to my life (possession)
I want possession of you every night
I want possession of you for all my life
I wanna walk with you (possession)
I wanna dream (possession)
(possession) (possession)
(I miss you, B.) ~ Kitty
current mood: Lonely
current music: Bad English
copyright 2004 A Southern Belle's Life
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